January 2012
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Raphael...
a huge part of me is just really disappointed and sad that he gave up on us, that his thoughts were so strong that he felt like he had to end it…
i know what i want is him and that he made a mistake and admitted it…we are human and no one said it would be easy…
i feel like getting back togethers means really having to fully commit to each other, that our fears of what could...
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Because its what he adds to my life TODAY that makes me happy to wake up...
– someone just shared this great words of advise and encouragement today, i know fb isnt always the best place to open your thoughts on and talk about things, but sumtimes its the only way to get more inputs from others who have been in the same situations.
I've heard it a million times. "You can do better....
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what if....
so talked to raph today…and he said the whole breakup had a delay reaction to him…and that now he realized we wouldnt see each other, be with each other, just in general not have the other anymore…and that he was stupid for ending it…
he said he had been over thinking and worrying about the future and for all the reasons in the last post…so he said he wants to get...
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day 5
I know I’m not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I’ll get to the point where he doesn’t affect me anymore.
day by day it gets better, and the more tears i shed the less there are...
If you have a “type” chances are strong that when you look back - your “type”...
– CQW (via justlia)
In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you...
– The Five People You Meet In Heaven. (via andreamichelle) (via quote-book)
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day 2
”Nothing lasts forever, so everything is a phase. Some phases are just longer than others.”
This sadness and hurt is just a phase, and moving on isn’t gonna happen over night. i’ll have to get through day by day and know that this phase too will end. Only with time and patience can i really move on, and what i do in that time that will turn things around.
“if...
Did you know that in Japan there are 3 ways to say...
Relationships are delicate. Both people have to be on the same page. Both people...
– via: Le Love blog. (via soulfullyliving)
Relationships last long not because they’re...
Love isn’t a science. You can’t calculate a feeling. When you fall in love with...
– How I Met Your Mother. (via dotheyreally-ish)
You have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find...
theskullcandiii:
Sometimes, you need to get hurt first before you finally find the right one. You have to cross rough and rocky roads before you get to the smooth highway. Because love is never an easy catch. You’ve got to think about it a couple of times before you let it in. It’s a decision you’ll have to make as you grow as a better person.
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we were us and then we weren't...the night it...
so raph broke up wit me tonight. its was a shock. thought he was coming over like usual but then he said those 6 words “i think we should break up” wow. felt like a stab in the chest. unexpected and just really caught me off…
the last 2 nights were okay…they weren’t the best, we had watched a movie “melancholia” the night before…really boring and...