February 2012
3 tags
v-day...
sooo the only thing i really want is a gigantic huge soft teddy bear. dont really care for chocolates or flowers cause they don’t last…but i think having a nice big teddy bear to snuggle up with when my bf isnt here would be great…i saw em for 40$ at walmart…and well buying it for myself wouldnt be very cute…
too bad my bf never reads my blog…unless i show him...
January 2012
3 tags
Raphael...
a huge part of me is just really disappointed and sad that he gave up on us, that his thoughts were so strong that he felt like he had to end it…
i know what i want is him and that he made a mistake and admitted it…we are human and no one said it would be easy…
i feel like getting back togethers means really having to fully commit to each other, that our fears of what could...
3 tags
“Because its what he adds to my life TODAY that makes me happy to wake up...”
– someone just shared this great words of advise and encouragement today, i know fb isnt always the best place to open your thoughts on and talk about things, but sumtimes its the only way to get more inputs from others who have been in the same situations.
I've heard it a million times. "You can do better....
3 tags
what if....
so talked to raph today…and he said the whole breakup had a delay reaction to him…and that now he realized we wouldnt see each other, be with each other, just in general not have the other anymore…and that he was stupid for ending it…
he said he had been over thinking and worrying about the future and for all the reasons in the last post…so he said he wants to get...
4 tags
3 tags
day 5
I know I’m not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I’ll get to the point where he doesn’t affect me anymore.
day by day it gets better, and the more tears i shed the less there are...
“If you have a “type” chances are strong that when you look back - your “type”...”
– CQW (via justlia)
kari-shma:
Florence + the Machine | Cosmic Love...
“In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you...”
– The Five People You Meet In Heaven. (via andreamichelle) (via quote-book)
3 tags
day 2
”Nothing lasts forever, so everything is a phase. Some phases are just longer than others.”
This sadness and hurt is just a phase, and moving on isn’t gonna happen over night. i’ll have to get through day by day and know that this phase too will end. Only with time and patience can i really move on, and what i do in that time that will turn things around.
“if...
Did you know that in Japan there are 3 ways to say...
“Relationships are delicate. Both people have to be on the same page. Both people...”
– via: Le Love blog. (via soulfullyliving)